it isnt as scary as you think

i felt guilty for not practising my guitar for the past 2 weeks. i am serious about it okay? due to the constant lack of practice, i had to ask pee for help during lesson today. what's A cord? how do i place my left fingers for C cord? this is very bad! a good and diligent student, as usual, i should make good use of this long weekend to catch up with the lessons besides giving tuition. back to my lesson, i played on the electric guitar for my first time today. yeah!!!!! the feeling rocks. my teacher said the whole set costs around 400 bucks, including the electric guitar and the sound system. i am so tempted to get one myself. what's most important is that electric guitar was simply gorgeous. yesyes!!! try new things and dont be afraid of it.

talking about tuition, i kinda regretted my decision to take up the offer now. i am not sure if i am not of the tutor material or he is just unwilling to learn. i will NOT blame him if he attempts the questions and takes his studies more seriously. all i ask for is a positive attitude from him. is it really too much of a request for a primary 4 kid? well, i guess so. when i was at that age, i was not even bothered with my future. so how can i expect him to think in the same frequency as me now when i am almost twice his age? i shall wait till tomorrow and decide on my next step.

i cannot and do not want my brain to corrode even before my new school begins. it's time to catch the reading fever again. currently, i am hooked onto this book "the rape of nanking". the interest in history is here again! i wanted to get my hands on it since upper secondary. however, it never happens because i was too lazy to search for it in the library and no time to read. haha... excuses. anyway, i was glad pee bought that book a few months ago. i fully understand why the words could not get into her brain when she read it because she was a geo student. next up will be the other 3 books lying on my sister's bed and tuesday with morrie which is still with one of my colleagues.

april is ending and may is coming. yeah! happy month. i will be slacking around soon so just hang in there. i love this feeling when i know my well-deserved break is coming soon. i will be able to lead my ideal slacking life before a mad rush begins in a couple of months' time. having brunch almost everyday, asking friends out (provided i have the financial ability), drinking coffee at a cafe while reading a book, swimming, practising my guitar diligently and etc. see! i just cant wait for everything to come true.

finally, an entry not about work. =)

"love myself more"